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it feels like,
I build up the wall, the big wall
then you just run and broke it all
you stay and make a flower in my garden, and i dont have any power to make you quit because you made a beautiful garden
I want you to take care my garden forever, but i don't have any idea how to make you stay without ruin anything.
Because I know, I can't close that wall with you in it. and you dont even ask me to close it. you stay in there, and you can leave anytime you want. its not hurt me. im happy, but i dont understand, how long can i stand in this situation.
i dont wanna ruin anything. if i close the wall, will you stay in there or just broke it again and quit?
if i let it open, how long can you stay before you leave it?
i just need consistency.